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i'm vivien, wish to be peacefull life..

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Tuesday, August 18, 2009 ,

10:29 AM

都几点了，

我还在这打日记，

虽然很累，但不能入睡，

不知是否习惯了，

每晚一定要等待你，

才能好好的入睡？

谢谢你让我忘了一切我之前的伤，

也让我忘了他。

终于放下了一切之前我无法放下的，

原谅了你之前所给我的伤害，

再做回朋友，

参一大班的同学出去，

那不是好过当情人吗？？

高兴的是我们还是可以很好，

好到人家以为我们旧情复发，哈哈。

听了都好笑啊，

好希望不会在有事情发生了吧，

我们永远都是好朋友。

你曾问过我，

为什么我能原谅她，

就不能原谅你，

我只能说，

就算她再伤我百次，

都不比你的一次而伤。

我也没看过这样的人吧。

朋友我也给你了，

就连我爸妈都不放过。

随你吧，

我都不想懂了，

累了。

如果可以让我从来，

我宁愿我不曾认识你。

好希望你不会再出现在我面前，

一出现，

你一定会带很多事事非非，

烦死了！！

好希望我现在的生活可以不断的走下去。

虽然我什么都必须从新开始，

但我信我一定会做得到，

只要少了你的事事非非，

我一定能做到。

Labels: moody

Saturday, August 15, 2009 ,

7:47 PM

my 3rd sem class start from Tuesday..
it damn busy for this sem..

i study for service & kitchen..
although i not really like this sub..
but till i will study hard coz of my last chance to study
& i promise my mum Will study well in this sem..
wish me luck!!
the first day of my this sem..
it start at 8am until 5pm in the afternoon..
the first time i study for so long hours..
back home sleep like a pig..haha

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Friday study until 1pm..
went to suki shop waiting someone to cut short her hair..
after that went island plaza look for hotel room for genting on Saturday..
but at the end it close few month ago..
waste my time..

after that went pgin thought wanna buy bus ticket with hotel room..

but at the end full d..

so have to wait for this coming Saturday d..
after that went coffee island meet up with yj..
settle my tea time & chat for a while..
someone want to go D1st..
before going she drop me home let me take my shower & change school uniform..

reach D1st about 7pm..
drink & sing there..
night 9something Joyce come along & yj too while she waiting her friend..
after that went coffee island meet up Vincent..

fanny & some their badminton friends come along too..

joyce & me

reach home about 2am..

TIRED DAY!!

Labels: tired

Thursday, August 13, 2009 ,

8:45 AM

last Saturday went pcghs for attend 24anniversary..

this year is 14years d..
so fast i had been graduated 2years..

get invited from them..

woke up early in the morning,

went early for help sis & the group make up..

5 of them..

coz of help this 5pretty girl..

i cant saw this opening..

what you all wanna give me..haha..jk

i went in when the 4th show..

cz first 1show opening is drum..

after that singing n talking so i continue my job for makeup..

sis them are the 6th show..

I'm proud of you all..

i know u all prepare for two months d..

i know you all went early in the morning for dance

& afternoon till need to study at class..

and SIS I'm great of you,

teach all of them & get ur own dance perform for first time & year in drum..

you all dance the best on the days..

& everybody say you guys improve lots..

xling aling & me

the ending will be f5 student..

weifern act as MJ..

you are great..

you did the best..

after the show here some pic for us..

me MJ(weifern) & ssy

me & ssy

me MJ & weifern

miyuki me aling & ssy

miyuki xling & me

not take much photo too..

coz i very tired on the days..

not really got mood to take photo..

the show end at 5pm..

the show end with the happy ending..

Sunday, July 19, 2009 ,

1:43 AM

yesterday went bonodori with ssy,en & wei..
we reach there about1030pm..

but firework start from 10pm..

i fetch ssy from pcghs since she go night concert,

after fetch ssy,

went pgin fetch wei & en..

me & ssy

while waiting them at car..
me & ssy saw the firework inside car while waiting them..

when we reach there all the event end d..

left some food store,

we walk for while went back my house for supper..

meet yeemei there..

long time no see d ler..

stay cool ya..haha

wei & me

*i know I'm short,stop laugh me d ya..*

wei me & en

me & en

they back from my house around 130am..

end for sat night..

Labels: bonodori

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 ,

4:26 AM

finish my last paper of this sem at last Friday..
holiday starting now..
so bored for me..

planning going kl or langkawi with classmate..

hahaz..

late post..

3rd of July there was a lancome fair located at gurney plaza..

i buy a set of skin care which cost me rm600++

after brought that i pokkai d..

and i get a free make up & take photo on the day..

while make up ing~

after make up & do my hair

after few days,i went gurney with dad & mum..

dad brought me & mum a perfume..

which i planning to buy myself..
but at last i choose skin care on the day..

how i know i saja told dad that i want perfume..

dad say oki..

i was happy & shock..hahaz..

and i get a another chance to take photo which is free again..

the 2ND picture after edit it..

taken by pc hp while i was taking photo..

mandy & me..

she brought a perfume on the day also..

so she also get the free make up & take pic..

joey tan..promoter of lancome..

i buy the product from her..

and she just 19 same age with me..

Vivien & Richard..

after take pic we went sushi king for diner..

but i not really full coz i till get another diner with farewell with whwei..

but at last I'm late to there they d finish eat..

when i reach they just taking photo..

that picture till at whwei there..

she say will edit then sent to me..

will update soon~

Labels: late post

Sunday, June 21, 2009 ,

3:28 AM

*TERMINATOR SALVATION*

yesterday went to GURNEY GSC watched terminator salvation

with EN,SSY & WEI..

it quite bored for me,

maybe i not really know to enjoy those action movie..haha

cant get the meaning..

*me & wei*

bored for the whole afternoon..

at least night can hang out..

hope i can get my freedom soon from my parents..

i don wan get grounded anymore..

it hard for me to stay at home for the whole day..

soon I'll turn crazy..

hahaz..

fel much better now than few days ago..

thanks for caring me and accompany me all the moment when I'm down..

thanks lots..

you should know who you are..

Labels: night movie

Friday, June 19, 2009 ,

9:51 AM

我们每个人都是另一个人生命里的过客,

是个插曲....

再多的努力也不会挽留住那个不该留的人,

该属于你的那个人,

会在你这一站停下,

会陪伴你走完剩下的路，

尽管有再多的无奈和叹息....

刚看完VINCERT的部落格，
就看到他写的这番话，

我觉得好适合我，
结果就写上来这了。

*11092008*

以前那开心的我们，

对你而言都不是什么了吧，
我们的回忆对你而言已经不重要了吧。
你只是我生命中的过客，

我将会从新开始我的生活，

我不会再等待。

这几天发生的事竟然弄到我很累了，

陪在我身边的人尽然不是你，

就连问候也没有，
还是算了吧，

我将会从现在开始放弃了，

爱你我真的累了，

一次一次的被你伤害，

谢谢你说你还要和我好回，

还爱我，

但我只能说对不起，

我真的累了，

你给我的伤害实在太多了，

你要自由，

要我每天这样等你等到半夜三四点，

对不起，我领愿放弃这段感情。
你不只一个礼拜一两天，

而是一个礼拜足足七天都这样，

我们见面除了在学校之外，

就没了，

你会令我觉得你只是要我陪伴每当你寂寞的时候，

省下的时间，你都不会来找我，

那为什么你要和我和好呢？

我真不明白，

但真的够了！！

我真的累了，

等待，我怕了，

或直少你会告诉我你在哪?

在做什么吧，但你没有！！

算了吧，

累了。

对于你（林碧筠），我真的没力再去管了，

你昨天给我带来的伤，

我是不会忘记的。
我们不再是朋友，
也不可能会联络了，

你怎样跟我爸说，

你还尽然用‘这是为你好’来做原因？

你懂有多烂吗？

还以为你很对？

还以为你自己很利害吗？

你错了？

我今天的下场全是你给我的，

就算我在怎样错，

你也不应该跟我爸妈讲这样多话吧！

就算是我妈问你，

那你就不能讲一句你不知道？

你不懂吗？

人家问你一句，

你就要回答十句吗？

每次都这样，

都不懂什么应该讲，

什么不应该讲？

你的嘴真的害了我不少次！！

还要我原谅你？

你觉得有可能吗？

你太天真了！

你错了！！

之前不管发生什么，

我都没这么生气，

你来告诉我爸妈我真的不能接受！！

你都不觉得你过分了吗？

还以为会像以前那样，

过几天就没事了吗？

你比她都还不如，

她虽然很伤我，

但没过份过你吧！！

到这地步，

你还觉得你没错，

我也无话说了。。

Labels: sadness life

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xo. Hi loves! i'm vivien, wish to be peacefull life.. buddies. AILING CASSANDRA CHAIYING CHIYUEN EVONNE HAZEL HUANXIN HUISHYUANreal sis IRENE JANE JAZZ JAZZADA JIAWEN JUNEESZ JUNEESZ@xanga LEEMING LILING MANDY MIINIMM PHAIK CHIUN POHVEE PUIYIN SAIX SERENA SHIYEE SHURONG SUEYIN SUYUAN SUZAN SZEYEE VINCENT VIVIAN WEIYIK WERNLING WERNLING@WRETCH XIYING ZHENYU ZIQIN Bye. Links? :O Gone. August 2008 September 2008 November 2008 December 2008 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 Thankew.	Tuesday, August 18, 2009 , 10:29 AM 都几点了，我还在这打日记，虽然很累，但不能入睡，不知是否习惯了，每晚一定要等待你，才能好好的入睡？谢谢你让我忘了一切我之前的伤，也让我忘了他。终于放下了一切之前我无法放下的，原谅了你之前所给我的伤害，再做回朋友，参一大班的同学出去，那不是好过当情人吗？？高兴的是我们还是可以很好，好到人家以为我们旧情复发，哈哈。听了都好笑啊，好希望不会在有事情发生了吧，我们永远都是好朋友。你曾问过我，为什么我能原谅她，就不能原谅你，我只能说，就算她再伤我百次，都不比你的一次而伤。我也没看过这样的人吧。朋友我也给你了，就连我爸妈都不放过。随你吧，我都不想懂了，累了。如果可以让我从来，我宁愿我不曾认识你。好希望你不会再出现在我面前，一出现，你一定会带很多事事非非，烦死了！！好希望我现在的生活可以不断的走下去。虽然我什么都必须从新开始，但我信我一定会做得到，只要少了你的事事非非，我一定能做到。 Labels: moody Saturday, August 15, 2009 , 7:47 PM my 3rd sem class start from Tuesday.. it damn busy for this sem.. i study for service & kitchen.. although i not really like this sub.. but till i will study hard coz of my last chance to study & i promise my mum Will study well in this sem.. wish me luck!! the first day of my this sem.. it start at 8am until 5pm in the afternoon.. the first time i study for so long hours.. back home sleep like a pig..haha ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Friday study until 1pm.. went to suki shop waiting someone to cut short her hair.. after that went island plaza look for hotel room for genting on Saturday.. but at the end it close few month ago.. waste my time.. after that went pgin thought wanna buy bus ticket with hotel room.. but at the end full d.. so have to wait for this coming Saturday d.. after that went coffee island meet up with yj.. settle my tea time & chat for a while.. someone want to go D1st.. before going she drop me home let me take my shower & change school uniform.. reach D1st about 7pm.. drink & sing there.. night 9something Joyce come along & yj too while she waiting her friend.. after that went coffee island meet up Vincent.. fanny & some their badminton friends come along too.. joyce & me reach home about 2am.. TIRED DAY!! Labels: tired Thursday, August 13, 2009 , 8:45 AM last Saturday went pcghs for attend 24anniversary.. this year is 14years d.. so fast i had been graduated 2years.. get invited from them.. woke up early in the morning, went early for help sis & the group make up.. 5 of them.. coz of help this 5pretty girl.. i cant saw this opening.. what you all wanna give me..haha..jk i went in when the 4th show.. cz first 1show opening is drum.. after that singing n talking so i continue my job for makeup.. sis them are the 6th show.. I'm proud of you all.. i know u all prepare for two months d.. i know you all went early in the morning for dance & afternoon till need to study at class.. and SIS I'm great of you, teach all of them & get ur own dance perform for first time & year in drum.. you all dance the best on the days.. & everybody say you guys improve lots.. xling aling & me the ending will be f5 student.. weifern act as MJ.. you are great.. you did the best.. after the show here some pic for us.. me MJ(weifern) & ssy me & ssy me MJ & weifern miyuki me aling & ssy miyuki xling & me not take much photo too.. coz i very tired on the days.. not really got mood to take photo.. the show end at 5pm.. the show end with the happy ending.. Sunday, July 19, 2009 , 1:43 AM yesterday went bonodori with ssy,en & wei.. we reach there about1030pm.. but firework start from 10pm.. i fetch ssy from pcghs since she go night concert, after fetch ssy, went pgin fetch wei & en.. me & ssy while waiting them at car.. me & ssy saw the firework inside car while waiting them.. when we reach there all the event end d.. left some food store, we walk for while went back my house for supper.. meet yeemei there.. long time no see d ler.. stay cool ya..haha wei & me i know I'm short,stop laugh me d ya.. wei me & en me & en they back from my house around 130am.. end for sat night.. Labels: bonodori Tuesday, July 14, 2009 , 4:26 AM finish my last paper of this sem at last Friday.. holiday starting now.. so bored for me.. planning going kl or langkawi with classmate.. hahaz.. late post.. 3rd of July there was a lancome fair located at gurney plaza.. i buy a set of skin care which cost me rm600++ after brought that i pokkai d.. and i get a free make up & take photo on the day.. while make up ing~ after make up & do my hair after few days,i went gurney with dad & mum.. dad brought me & mum a perfume.. which i planning to buy myself.. but at last i choose skin care on the day.. how i know i saja told dad that i want perfume.. dad say oki.. i was happy & shock..hahaz.. and i get a another chance to take photo which is free again.. the 2ND picture after edit it.. taken by pc hp while i was taking photo.. mandy & me.. she brought a perfume on the day also.. so she also get the free make up & take pic.. joey tan..promoter of lancome.. i buy the product from her.. and she just 19 same age with me.. Vivien & Richard.. after take pic we went sushi king for diner.. but i not really full coz i till get another diner with farewell with whwei.. but at last I'm late to there they d finish eat.. when i reach they just taking photo.. that picture till at whwei there.. she say will edit then sent to me.. will update soon~ Labels: late post Sunday, June 21, 2009 , 3:28 AM TERMINATOR SALVATION yesterday went to GURNEY GSC watched terminator salvation with EN,SSY & WEI.. it quite bored for me, maybe i not really know to enjoy those action movie..haha cant get the meaning.. me & wei bored for the whole afternoon.. at least night can hang out.. hope i can get my freedom soon from my parents.. i don wan get grounded anymore.. it hard for me to stay at home for the whole day.. soon I'll turn crazy.. hahaz.. fel much better now than few days ago.. thanks for caring me and accompany me all the moment when I'm down.. thanks lots.. you should know who you are.. Labels: night movie Friday, June 19, 2009 , 9:51 AM 我们每个人都是另一个人生命里的过客, 是个插曲.... 再多的努力也不会挽留住那个不该留的人, 该属于你的那个人, 会在你这一站停下, 会陪伴你走完剩下的路，尽管有再多的无奈和叹息.... 刚看完VINCERT的部落格，就看到他写的这番话，我觉得好适合我，结果就写上来这了。 11092008 以前那开心的我们，对你而言都不是什么了吧，我们的回忆对你而言已经不重要了吧。你只是我生命中的过客，我将会从新开始我的生活，我不会再等待。这几天发生的事竟然弄到我很累了，陪在我身边的人尽然不是你，就连问候也没有，还是算了吧，我将会从现在开始放弃了，爱你我真的累了，一次一次的被你伤害，谢谢你说你还要和我好回，还爱我，但我只能说对不起，我真的累了，你给我的伤害实在太多了，你要自由，要我每天这样等你等到半夜三四点，对不起，我领愿放弃这段感情。你不只一个礼拜一两天，而是一个礼拜足足七天都这样，我们见面除了在学校之外，就没了，你会令我觉得你只是要我陪伴每当你寂寞的时候，省下的时间，你都不会来找我，那为什么你要和我和好呢？我真不明白，但真的够了！！我真的累了，等待，我怕了，或直少你会告诉我你在哪? 在做什么吧，但你没有！！算了吧，累了。对于你（林碧筠），我真的没力再去管了，你昨天给我带来的伤，我是不会忘记的。我们不再是朋友，也不可能会联络了，你怎样跟我爸说，你还尽然用‘这是为你好’来做原因？你懂有多烂吗？还以为你很对？还以为你自己很利害吗？你错了？我今天的下场全是你给我的，就算我在怎样错，你也不应该跟我爸妈讲这样多话吧！就算是我妈问你，那你就不能讲一句你不知道？你不懂吗？人家问你一句，你就要回答十句吗？每次都这样，都不懂什么应该讲，什么不应该讲？你的嘴真的害了我不少次！！还要我原谅你？你觉得有可能吗？你太天真了！你错了！！之前不管发生什么，我都没这么生气，你来告诉我爸妈我真的不能接受！！你都不觉得你过分了吗？还以为会像以前那样，过几天就没事了吗？你比她都还不如，她虽然很伤我，但没过份过你吧！！到这地步，你还觉得你没错，我也无话说了。。 Labels: sadness life