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Sunday, May 9, 2010

整天了,我不懂我自己在做么,
就只知道一直乱发脾气,
为什么?为什么?
家人都给我骂,
今天母亲节,
我讲了我妈几句,妈咪对不起,
我知道我错了,
但我就是控制不到,
心情很差很差,
朋友们都看到我的一副臭脸,
对不起,
还有你,也跟你吵架整天,
给你脸黑整天,
我知道你想知道我怎么了,
但我自己都不懂,
就心情很不好,很想哭,
昨晚睡前也给你发脾气,
真的对不起,
我真的讨厌我自己,
整个人很热,很想发泄,
但我不懂要用什么方法,
妈咪,朋友们,还有你,
就对不起,真的真的对不起。
我知道我心情不好,
不应该跟你们发脾气,
你们就只是关心我,
我懂,但我就想自己关自己一个人,
去想想我要的是什么,
不用担心我,
我会没事的,好久没好好的哭了,
人越长大越烦,
烦功课,烦这烦那。
我真的很烦,
好饿,好饿,
但就是没胃口吃,
对不起,还骂了你一顿,
我知道你关心我就行了,
真的谢了,我真的很没心情,
对不起~

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8:08 AM


Tuesday, May 4, 2010

sick with my life..
short post about me..


MC & my Med..

sick with those weather,
my head very very pain..
like wanna boom soon..haha
hope i can get well ASAP..
i till got lots lots of assignment need to pass up soon..
help me out from my assignment..
seriously i need a good rest for myself..

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12:10 AM


Monday, April 12, 2010

刚开始的我们

我真不懂你想什么,够了啦,
回来了,后悔了,
又威胁要回去,我也没话说了。
可能我们真的不适合吧,
成有人问过我,为何你走了,
我还要拉你回来?
我自己也不懂啦,就感觉。
成说过我有原因。
从平平范范的我们,
到了今天事多多,从参朋友到没参,
就这样吵吵闹闹也要一年了,
还真的发生了不少事,
还以为你回来了,会好点吧,
我真的开心,但我们再次的吵架,
真的很累,
你的脾气,我的脾气,
你我都懂啦,
我说的身边的人很多,
你也一定会讲回我吧?
变了那么多的我们
现都只剩下回忆,
你也有你的生活了吧,
我也没话说了,
就祝福你吧。
虽然我什么都不懂,
我承认我又再次为你掉泪了,
当我看到你照片时,
但我会坚强,
你要说我伤你也好还是什么都好,
我没话说了,也都累了。
我生日你也弄成这样,
承诺都是废话!!
我在什么也不懂下,就被判了死刑。
到今我什么都不懂,
谢谢你曾对我的好,我会记住的。
骗也骗过了,吵也吵过了,
你还有多少我不知道的东西呢?
你身边的人也太多了吧!!
好好得过你生活吧,
要在槟城也好,吉隆坡也好,新加坡也好,
都与我无关了吧,就只知道你爱的不是我对吧?
虽然想你,但也因停止了吧!!

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9:28 AM


Tuesday, August 18, 2009

都几点了,
我还在这打日记,
虽然很累,但不能入睡,
不知是否习惯了,
每晚一定要等待你,
才能好好的入睡?
谢谢你让我忘了一切我之前的伤,
也让我忘了他。
终于放下了一切之前我无法放下的,
原谅了你之前所给我的伤害,
再做回朋友,
参一大班的同学出去,
那不是好过当情人吗??
高兴的是我们还是可以很好,
好到人家以为我们旧情复发,哈哈。
听了都好笑啊,
好希望不会在有事情发生了吧,
我们永远都是好朋友。
你曾问过我,
为什么我能原谅她,
就不能原谅你,
我只能说,
就算她再伤我百次,
都不比你的一次而伤。
我也没看过这样的人吧。
朋友我也给你了,
就连我爸妈都不放过。
随你吧,
我都不想懂了,
累了。
如果可以让我从来,
我宁愿我不曾认识你。
好希望你不会再出现在我面前,
一出现,
你一定会带很多事事非非,
烦死了!!
好希望我现在的生活可以不断的走下去。
虽然我什么都必须从新开始,
但我信我一定会做得到,
只要少了你的事事非非,
我一定能做到。

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10:29 AM


Saturday, August 15, 2009

my 3rd sem class start from Tuesday..
it damn busy for this sem..
i study for service & kitchen..
although i not really like this sub..
but till i will study hard coz of my last chance to study
& i promise my mum Will study well in this sem..
wish me luck!!
the first day of my this sem..
it start at 8am until 5pm in the afternoon..
the first time i study for so long hours..
back home sleep like a pig..haha
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Friday study until 1pm..
went to suki shop waiting someone to cut short her hair..
after that went island plaza look for hotel room for genting on Saturday..
but at the end it close few month ago..
waste my time..
after that went pgin thought wanna buy bus ticket with hotel room..
but at the end full d..
so have to wait for this coming Saturday d..
after that went coffee island meet up with yj..
settle my tea time & chat for a while..
someone want to go D1st..
before going she drop me home let me take my shower & change school uniform..
reach D1st about 7pm..
drink & sing there..
night 9something Joyce come along & yj too while she waiting her friend..
after that went coffee island meet up Vincent..
fanny & some their badminton friends come along too..

joyce & me

reach home about 2am..

TIRED DAY!!

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7:47 PM


Thursday, August 13, 2009

last Saturday went pcghs for attend 24anniversary..
this year is 14years d..
so fast i had been graduated 2years..
get invited from them..
woke up early in the morning,
went early for help sis & the group make up..
5 of them..
coz of help this 5pretty girl..
i cant saw this opening..
what you all wanna give me..haha..jk
i went in when the 4th show..
cz first 1show opening is drum..
after that singing n talking so i continue my job for makeup..
sis them are the 6th show..
I'm proud of you all..
i know u all prepare for two months d..
i know you all went early in the morning for dance
& afternoon till need to study at class..
and SIS I'm great of you,
teach all of them & get ur own dance perform for first time & year in drum..
you all dance the best on the days..
& everybody say you guys improve lots..

xling aling & me
the ending will be f5 student..
weifern act as MJ..
you are great..
you did the best..
after the show here some pic for us..
me MJ(weifern) & ssy
me & ssy

me MJ & weifern

miyuki me aling & ssy
miyuki xling & me
not take much photo too..
coz i very tired on the days..
not really got mood to take photo..
the show end at 5pm..
the show end with the happy ending..


8:45 AM


Sunday, July 19, 2009

yesterday went bonodori with ssy,en & wei..
we reach there about1030pm..
but firework start from 10pm..
i fetch ssy from pcghs since she go night concert,
after fetch ssy,
went pgin fetch wei & en..




me & ssy


while waiting them at car..
me & ssy saw the firework inside car while waiting them..
when we reach there all the event end d..
left some food store,
we walk for while went back my house for supper..


meet yeemei there..
long time no see d ler..
stay cool ya..haha

wei & me

*i know I'm short,stop laugh me d ya..*

wei me & en




me & en
they back from my house around 130am..
end for sat night..

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