vivienxz

2010-05-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

整天了，我不懂我自己在做么，

就只知道一直乱发脾气，

为什么？为什么？

家人都给我骂，

今天母亲节，

我讲了我妈几句，妈咪对不起，

我知道我错了，

但我就是控制不到，

心情很差很差，

朋友们都看到我的一副臭脸，

对不起，

还有你，也跟你吵架整天，

给你脸黑整天，

我知道你想知道我怎么了，

但我自己都不懂，

就心情很不好，很想哭，

昨晚睡前也给你发脾气，

真的对不起，

我真的讨厌我自己，

整个人很热，很想发泄，

但我不懂要用什么方法，

妈咪，朋友们，还有你，

就对不起，真的真的对不起。

我知道我心情不好，

不应该跟你们发脾气，

你们就只是关心我，

我懂，但我就想自己关自己一个人，

去想想我要的是什么，

不用担心我，

我会没事的，好久没好好的哭了，

人越长大越烦，

烦功课，烦这烦那。

我真的很烦，

好饿，好饿，

但就是没胃口吃，

对不起，还骂了你一顿，

我知道你关心我就行了，

真的谢了，我真的很没心情，

对不起~

2010-05-04T00:10:00.000-07:00

sick with my life..

short post about me..

MC & my Med..

sick with those weather,

my head very very pain..

like wanna boom soon..haha

hope i can get well ASAP..
i till got lots lots of assignment need to pass up soon..

help me out from my assignment..

seriously i need a good rest for myself..

2010-04-12T09:28:00.000-07:00

刚开始的我们

我真不懂你想什么，够了啦，

回来了，后悔了，

又威胁要回去，我也没话说了。

可能我们真的不适合吧，

成有人问过我，为何你走了，

我还要拉你回来？

我自己也不懂啦，就感觉。

成说过我有原因。

从平平范范的我们，

到了今天事多多，从参朋友到没参，

就这样吵吵闹闹也要一年了，

还真的发生了不少事，

还以为你回来了，会好点吧，

我真的开心，但我们再次的吵架，

真的很累，

你的脾气，我的脾气，

你我都懂啦，

我说的身边的人很多，

你也一定会讲回我吧？

变了那么多的我们

现都只剩下回忆，

你也有你的生活了吧，

我也没话说了，

就祝福你吧。

虽然我什么都不懂，

我承认我又再次为你掉泪了，

当我看到你照片时，

但我会坚强，

你要说我伤你也好还是什么都好，

我没话说了，也都累了。

我生日你也弄成这样，

承诺都是废话！！

我在什么也不懂下，就被判了死刑。

到今我什么都不懂，

谢谢你曾对我的好，我会记住的。

骗也骗过了，吵也吵过了，

你还有多少我不知道的东西呢？

你身边的人也太多了吧！！

好好得过你生活吧，

要在槟城也好，吉隆坡也好，新加坡也好，

都与我无关了吧，就只知道你爱的不是我对吧？

虽然想你，但也因停止了吧！！

2009-08-18T10:29:00.000-07:00

都几点了，

我还在这打日记，

虽然很累，但不能入睡，

不知是否习惯了，

每晚一定要等待你，

才能好好的入睡？

谢谢你让我忘了一切我之前的伤，

也让我忘了他。

终于放下了一切之前我无法放下的，

原谅了你之前所给我的伤害，

再做回朋友，

参一大班的同学出去，

那不是好过当情人吗？？

高兴的是我们还是可以很好，

好到人家以为我们旧情复发，哈哈。

听了都好笑啊，

好希望不会在有事情发生了吧，

我们永远都是好朋友。

你曾问过我，

为什么我能原谅她，

就不能原谅你，

我只能说，

就算她再伤我百次，

都不比你的一次而伤。

我也没看过这样的人吧。

朋友我也给你了，

就连我爸妈都不放过。

随你吧，

我都不想懂了，

累了。

如果可以让我从来，

我宁愿我不曾认识你。

好希望你不会再出现在我面前，

一出现，

你一定会带很多事事非非，

烦死了！！

好希望我现在的生活可以不断的走下去。

虽然我什么都必须从新开始，

但我信我一定会做得到，

只要少了你的事事非非，

我一定能做到。

2009-08-15T19:47:00.000-07:00

my 3rd sem class start from Tuesday..
it damn busy for this sem..

i study for service & kitchen..
although i not really like this sub..
but till i will study hard coz of my last chance to study
& i promise my mum Will study well in this sem..
wish me luck!!
the first day of my this sem..
it start at 8am until 5pm in the afternoon..
the first time i study for so long hours..
back home sleep like a pig..haha

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Friday study until 1pm..
went to suki shop waiting someone to cut short her hair..
after that went island plaza look for hotel room for genting on Saturday..
but at the end it close few month ago..
waste my time..

after that went pgin thought wanna buy bus ticket with hotel room..

but at the end full d..

so have to wait for this coming Saturday d..
after that went coffee island meet up with yj..
settle my tea time & chat for a while..
someone want to go D1st..
before going she drop me home let me take my shower & change school uniform..

reach D1st about 7pm..
drink & sing there..
night 9something Joyce come along & yj too while she waiting her friend..
after that went coffee island meet up Vincent..

fanny & some their badminton friends come along too..

joyce & me

reach home about 2am..

TIRED DAY!!

2009-08-13T08:45:00.000-07:00

last Saturday went pcghs for attend 24anniversary..

this year is 14years d..
so fast i had been graduated 2years..

get invited from them..

woke up early in the morning,

went early for help sis & the group make up..

5 of them..

coz of help this 5pretty girl..

i cant saw this opening..

what you all wanna give me..haha..jk

i went in when the 4th show..

cz first 1show opening is drum..

after that singing n talking so i continue my job for makeup..

sis them are the 6th show..

I'm proud of you all..

i know u all prepare for two months d..

i know you all went early in the morning for dance

& afternoon till need to study at class..

and SIS I'm great of you,

teach all of them & get ur own dance perform for first time & year in drum..

you all dance the best on the days..

& everybody say you guys improve lots..

xling aling & me

the ending will be f5 student..

weifern act as MJ..

you are great..

you did the best..

after the show here some pic for us..

me MJ(weifern) & ssy

me & ssy

me MJ & weifern

miyuki me aling & ssy

miyuki xling & me

not take much photo too..

coz i very tired on the days..

not really got mood to take photo..

the show end at 5pm..

the show end with the happy ending..

2009-07-19T01:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday went bonodori with ssy,en & wei..
we reach there about1030pm..

but firework start from 10pm..

i fetch ssy from pcghs since she go night concert,

after fetch ssy,

went pgin fetch wei & en..

me & ssy

while waiting them at car..
me & ssy saw the firework inside car while waiting them..

when we reach there all the event end d..

left some food store,

we walk for while went back my house for supper..

meet yeemei there..

long time no see d ler..

stay cool ya..haha

wei & me

*i know I'm short,stop laugh me d ya..*

wei me & en

me & en

they back from my house around 130am..

end for sat night..

2009-07-14T04:26:00.000-07:00

finish my last paper of this sem at last Friday..
holiday starting now..
so bored for me..

planning going kl or langkawi with classmate..

hahaz..

late post..

3rd of July there was a lancome fair located at gurney plaza..

i buy a set of skin care which cost me rm600++

after brought that i pokkai d..

and i get a free make up & take photo on the day..

while make up ing~

after make up & do my hair

after few days,i went gurney with dad & mum..

dad brought me & mum a perfume..

which i planning to buy myself..
but at last i choose skin care on the day..

how i know i saja told dad that i want perfume..

dad say oki..

i was happy & shock..hahaz..

and i get a another chance to take photo which is free again..

the 2ND picture after edit it..

taken by pc hp while i was taking photo..

mandy & me..

she brought a perfume on the day also..

so she also get the free make up & take pic..

joey tan..promoter of lancome..

i buy the product from her..

and she just 19 same age with me..

Vivien & Richard..

after take pic we went sushi king for diner..

but i not really full coz i till get another diner with farewell with whwei..

but at last I'm late to there they d finish eat..

when i reach they just taking photo..

that picture till at whwei there..

she say will edit then sent to me..

will update soon~

2009-06-21T03:28:00.000-07:00

*TERMINATOR SALVATION*

yesterday went to GURNEY GSC watched terminator salvation

with EN,SSY & WEI..

it quite bored for me,

maybe i not really know to enjoy those action movie..haha

cant get the meaning..

*me & wei*

bored for the whole afternoon..

at least night can hang out..

hope i can get my freedom soon from my parents..

i don wan get grounded anymore..

it hard for me to stay at home for the whole day..

soon I'll turn crazy..

hahaz..

fel much better now than few days ago..

thanks for caring me and accompany me all the moment when I'm down..

thanks lots..

you should know who you are..

2009-06-19T09:51:00.000-07:00

我们每个人都是另一个人生命里的过客,

是个插曲....

再多的努力也不会挽留住那个不该留的人,

该属于你的那个人,

会在你这一站停下,

会陪伴你走完剩下的路，

尽管有再多的无奈和叹息....

刚看完VINCERT的部落格，
就看到他写的这番话，

我觉得好适合我，
结果就写上来这了。

*11092008*

以前那开心的我们，

对你而言都不是什么了吧，
我们的回忆对你而言已经不重要了吧。
你只是我生命中的过客，

我将会从新开始我的生活，

我不会再等待。

这几天发生的事竟然弄到我很累了，

陪在我身边的人尽然不是你，

就连问候也没有，
还是算了吧，

我将会从现在开始放弃了，

爱你我真的累了，

一次一次的被你伤害，

谢谢你说你还要和我好回，

还爱我，

但我只能说对不起，

我真的累了，

你给我的伤害实在太多了，

你要自由，

要我每天这样等你等到半夜三四点，

对不起，我领愿放弃这段感情。
你不只一个礼拜一两天，

而是一个礼拜足足七天都这样，

我们见面除了在学校之外，

就没了，

你会令我觉得你只是要我陪伴每当你寂寞的时候，

省下的时间，你都不会来找我，

那为什么你要和我和好呢？

我真不明白，

但真的够了！！

我真的累了，

等待，我怕了，

或直少你会告诉我你在哪?

在做什么吧，但你没有！！

算了吧，

累了。

对于你（林碧筠），我真的没力再去管了，

你昨天给我带来的伤，

我是不会忘记的。
我们不再是朋友，
也不可能会联络了，

你怎样跟我爸说，

你还尽然用‘这是为你好’来做原因？

你懂有多烂吗？

还以为你很对？

还以为你自己很利害吗？

你错了？

我今天的下场全是你给我的，

就算我在怎样错，

你也不应该跟我爸妈讲这样多话吧！

就算是我妈问你，

那你就不能讲一句你不知道？

你不懂吗？

人家问你一句，

你就要回答十句吗？

每次都这样，

都不懂什么应该讲，

什么不应该讲？

你的嘴真的害了我不少次！！

还要我原谅你？

你觉得有可能吗？

你太天真了！

你错了！！

之前不管发生什么，

我都没这么生气，

你来告诉我爸妈我真的不能接受！！

你都不觉得你过分了吗？

还以为会像以前那样，

过几天就没事了吗？

你比她都还不如，

她虽然很伤我，

但没过份过你吧！！

到这地步，

你还觉得你没错，

我也无话说了。。

2009-06-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

usually my class started at 9 til 1pm..

but today until 1130am,
because i had pass my English interview paper..

so i left at 1130am..
and i got a small test for my lan(sejarah)paper at 3pm..

we decide to fulfil our stomach first..
i decide to go time square gasoline eat..

8 of us went for with A car..

the driver will be Irene..
me & Richard sit in front,

imagine a chair infront sitting two ppl..hahaz.

until today only realise that I'm so 'small size'..

other 5 which is Mandy,Darren,jiayee,Vincent,duck(sorry i dunno how to spell out your name) force to sitting at back..
they got no choice..hahaz..

*the menu*

my food & drink

*black pepper fried udon & Tarzan*

*this siao zha bo(jiayee) playing her drink*haha

while waiting our food

*Vincent & Richard*

Mandy & jiayee

me & Irene

after settle our lunch it just only 1pm..

i say out a word 'red'..

feel to sing maybe i was in bad mood..

since they all got no comment so we go red from time square with A car..haha

we order happy hour package which is 12small carlsberg just cost rm100nett..

we finished it in 1&half hours..

we sang & playing over there..

until 245pm we rush back to college for our test..

we are not study at all..

all just ting tong tiang..hahaz..

after test they decide to go sing again..OMG!!

some more i not really want to back home..

so i just follow them..

red box full!!

so we choose ORIENTAL ktv which near KDU..

the same ppl accept Darren..

he was busy so he not follow..

this cost us each ppl rm14..

with fruit(longan) & 2jug of tiger..

beer again!!hahaz

we reach there around 4pm..

and our room until 9pm..

but around 7something we chaoz from there because someone keep luan there and wanna go badminton d ar..

so we all chaoz and went to new gold for our diner..

after ate all also tired and back home d..

what a busy days..

but i really not happy at all..

i enjoy the time when with my classmate today..

but really many things happen on me make until i really unhappy!!

going to sleep soon..

so tired..

maybe just I don wan face the problem..

*sorry!!*

2009-06-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

对不起，打扰了。

真的很累了，

也不想再吵架了，

我看了你从friendster洗了我们的照片，

我就懂你的意识了，

好啦，我尊重你吧。

可能这就是你要的结局吧。

我撤撤地地的什么也没有了吧。

谢谢你这段时间陪我和对我的好，

你应该都忘了吧！！

我懂要不是你的陪伴，

我整个礼拜应该都会很难过吧。

真的谢了。

我能做的也做了，

说的也说了，

问的也问了，

你都不理会，

都不理不睬。

好吧，我尊重你。

珍重！！

2009-05-30T01:56:00.000-07:00

满嘴讲要我开心，

告诉人‘我只希望看到她开心我就心满意足了’

但让我最不开心的人是你（林碧筠），

我真的受够了，

每个人都觉得我错，

不用经，我不借意，

又有人听我说过吗？

我懂我有错啊，

难道你就没错啊？

难道先传的人永远是对的吗？

静静不乱传得永远输得对吗？

你还真的过分！！

你怎样逼我，怎样威胁我，

又有谁懂？

每个人只会怪我，

有人来问过我发生什么事情吗？

没有！！重来没有！！

难道对我公平吗？

三更半夜来我家，

我不出去，就安门铃？？

那已是半夜三点半了，

你们又懂吗？

我不要回到他身边，

她就威胁我要跟我爸妈讲，

这又有谁懂我呢？

你们全部都不懂好不好？？

这会在那怪我，

你们听得都只是一半，

那另一半呢？？

我什么都不说就是输了。

你要怎样就怎样啦，

我累了，真的累了。

告诉人要我开心，

那让我每天伤心难过的又是你？

你好咯，全由你控制。

你开心了，满意了吧？？

你赢了，我输了。

满意了吧！！

2009-05-22T11:17:00.000-07:00

long time i din update my blog d..

get scold by ppl..

so now gonna update some..

recently really no mood..

so that why i got no mood to update my blogs..

so sorry ya..

just finish my midterm today..

fel relax??no!!

i not really study at all..

nobody un wat my feeling..

i had felt myself change lots and lots..

is that truth??yes..

you say me too right??

change to bad i know..

family problem fren problem..

all come in the same times..

so i nt reli happy all the times..

but who know??

you jz know to ask me question all the time..

even i ans u d,

u cant get the ans you want..

so u keep asking and asking..
wat for huh??

no meaning right..

and about you..

sorry la..i reli cannot accpet those thing..

even want continue argue also the same la..

til my words i cant accept those thing in my life..

i not happy i totally not happy at all...

belated birthday present..

2009-05-22T09:41:00.000-07:00

511 receive a belated present from pc..

although is late 1month..

but i til app..thanks ya..

new product from DKNY..perfume..

cz rm400++ i think..hehez..

2009-04-21T10:42:00.000-07:00

all gone coz of your mouth..

your mouth make everything change..

your words to me really change lots..

you get your money your business,

but you lost me as friends..

just want everyday ho ho also cannot..

sure will find sumthng argue thr..

y??y??

you wont tired izit??

everything gone ler..

you like to spread then go a head la..

i really don't want care so much d..

i get no feeling on it..

your acting,

your betraying,

your mouth..

all change in a short moment..

how come??

last time you wont simply shout at me,

but now terbalik??

terbalik everything..

whole afternoon say Don wan argue de is me..

but now you say i finding argue with you..

aihz,reli tired of it..

whatever d la k??

i really don't wan care so much d..

2009-04-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

11April..

my day..hahaz..

after back from pcghs sport day about 9something morning..

i slept until 12something,really tired ler..

receive someone call ask me hang out..
since i got no place to go..

so promise her & meet her up at gp around 330pm..

we sit & chat at Starbucks,

then sud get a small cheese cake from Chiyuen,

thanks lots ya..

after that meet irene there..
since she alone so join us for while..

after that pc bluff me she going pgin,

but at last saw her at nando's gurney..

but so sorry ler didn't acc you that time even you are alone,
coz i paise to my friend ler..

i wont forget what PRESENT from u all on the afternoon..

i wont forget how HAPPY is me on that day..
( the ppl should get what i mean)

how YOU betray me on the day..

around 9pm i back home to celebrate with my family..

sis & bro brought me a birthday cake..

*the only birthday cake*

*19th*

at night around 11pm,

pc fetch me to mois and celebrate my birthday..

my name are on the guest list..

but I'm late..

reach there around 12am d..

so they not really get me a table..

me & joyce..thx for the present ya..

pc & me..

me & wendy

sorry ya friends..

i not really enjoy with you all the night..

really sorry about that..

my birthday become how i really cant imagine,

tear acc me all the way..

really happen lots thing on me..

how you betray me..

it really make me disappointed to you..

it really feel pain..

my simple birthday for this year..

wish all trouble will leave for away from me..

i just want happy life..

really tired of arguement..

2009-04-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

while waiting irene fetch me to diner..

10April ,my birthday eve..

irene treat me eat at bagan as my birthday present..

thanks ya..

zombie*rm25* & blue bayou*rm22*

chicken breast*rm37* & char koay teow*rm15*

me & irene

after finish our food,

we change place to bar there,

got live band over there too..

i meet joelle there too..

irene call her friends come along too..

fanny,laykim & a guy(i dunno wat name)paise..haha

while time reach 12am sharp,

joelle walk by my place 4wish me happy birthday & take some photo..
but the photo i haven get it from her ler..sorry ya..

about 1230am,

so we change place & went to d1..

but so bad Friday night too many ppl d,

no table for us when we reach there..

so we change to 8roll ocean,

the time was from 1am until 3am,

but i dunno y that ppl will let them sing until 4something..

reach home around 5am..

but so bad 8am i have to reach pcghs for the sport day..

i jz slept for 2hours more..

really tired..

at last i reach school about 815am,

but the drum start at 8am sharp,

so i miss it,so sorry ler..

but at last i till going there,

when i jz reach there,

they all sang me a birthday song,

i was so paise that time..

dunno what respond should i give them..haha

but reli thx lots ya..

2009-04-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

meet joyce at prangin around 4pm,

then meet yong at a cafe shop while she having her break time..

so we also planning to eat there..

i order tom yam,

but i dint finish it..

reli no appetite to eat at all..

go gurney around 7pm,

at Sega for the rest time until 10pm..

drink & play laptop over there..

really bored ler those life..

continue drink beer for so many days d..

really scare d le..

*me & joyce

take pic for the whole day

i only like this pic..hehez..

coz really no mood for the whole day..

NONONO,is this few days my mood also down like shit..

not really eat a meal from yesterday until now..

so that i dunno weather is pain or hungry..

*sorry will be update soon*

countdown for my birthday..

2more days to go..hahaz

2009-04-01T10:23:00.000-07:00

today take my lunch at gurney sushi king with...about 4pm..

first we planning to ate at ko zha be..
but we reach there it close on Wednesday..

so kek ki ler..

i miss that food lots..

but nvm at last i also can eat my flavored unagi at sushi king.

after eat,blabla drop me home at about 6pm..

at night about 8something i fetch pc & aric from their house,

then we going kayu for drink while waiting karman bus..

after fetch karman about 10pm,
we went to ate ikan bakar at queen bay there..

that me & pc diner for today..

reach home about 1210am..

*karman you must fell proud because i can late home just cz of you..

hahaz..

*end*

2009-03-31T09:37:00.000-07:00

after my class finish at 1pm,

me & pc go fetch al at her house..
we three went back to our secondary school(PCGHS)..
the reason is because sukan saringan..

but the main reason is for 24season drum..

the weather so hot..
and imagine i wearing uniform stand under the sun..
but nevermind it worth..

FOR ALL THE DRUMMER WHO PLAYING IN SPORTS DAY :

( appreciate the time you all can training/learning together
&
try your best in coming performance )

I BELIEVE YOU ALL CAN DONE IT WELL ON THAT DAY!!

SSY : take the rest time for learning & try your best to remember it,

this your last chance for playing drum maybe,APPRECIATE it..

will be going support you all that day if i free..

we five promise each other will update our blog today..

me & ssy

after chao from pcghs,

we fetch ssy back home bath,

( me pc n al waiting her outside for 15Min's,fast also d la )

we go gurney winter warmers for our lunch/teatime??about 4pm..

al went to meet up with ynee,plee & schuan for their movie,

( luckily i say NO to schuan if not sure waste money for movie tiket )

* al get what i mean?? *haha

vegetable spaghetti , ham puffy & orange tea

our *tam jia kuan*hahaz
( but ssy more tam jia right??agree with me??)

* our food*

about 6pm,yong come gp fetch me home for bath

pc also went back bath & do her stuff,
we meet up at gp again about 8pm,

we went nando's for our diner(yong idea),

my food,

1/4 chicken which gt *3 favour*hahaz

(mine one is hot peri-peri)

after eat,me & ssy went THE FACE SHOP,

i buy a sunblock & white tree eyes moisturizing & whitening ..

this two cost me rm100 ler..

hope will get the result then it WORTH..

after that went coffee island,

Alvin & yang yang come along meet us too..

me & pc

ssy & me

*enjoyable day*

2009-03-25T08:30:00.000-07:00

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天

睡着的大提琴

安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白

我懂我也知道

你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信

牵着你陪着我也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你

我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪

我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份

包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多

我会一直好好过

你已经远远离开

我也会慢慢走开

为什么我连分开都迁就着你

我真的没有天份

安静的没这么快

我会学着放弃你

是因为我太爱你

queenbay - D1

2009-03-24T10:42:00.000-07:00

today started my 2nd sem..

class start at 9am early in the morning & end at 1pm..

after class meet up with singyee & meikee,

we have lunch together at gurney nando's..

about 3pm,karman come my house fetch me out to queenbay to acc her shooping..

zyu,joelle join us together also..

she so dua liap huh??

need all of us accompany her buy shirt..

hahaz..joke la..

at night went D1 v joyce & pchiun..

me & joyce

me & pc

that all for today..

updated

2009-03-24T10:04:00.000-07:00

new me..

went colour my hair on sunday..

*before colour my hair*

*after colour*

i like my hair colour lots ler..hehez..

2009-03-21T11:03:00.000-07:00

went gurney today,
meet pc there & have lunch together,

but she received a call from her bro when she just reach gurney,

she have to go fetch her bro at bus station..

so she dint acc me all the way,

but nvm la,

nonit say sorry to me also(i till got them acc me mer)..hehez

luckily i meet whwei & mkee at winter warmers,

so i decide to have lunch there..
mark come meet me while..(for gossip..hahaz..jkjk)
after that yc & kimmo come along..

we all lepak at gurney,

GURNEY really sien!!

NO is PENANG really sien..hahaz
everyday lepak gurney,

really no place for us to go anymore..hahaz..

around 10something i went back d..feel so early??
because really bored there..haha

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
really dunno what my mood now,

you can so easily spoil my mood every time dunno why,

even just a simple call or a msg..

hope i can handle it..

for you,

sorry for argue with you just now..

maybe I'm in bad mood ler..

but i really don want argue this topic with you anymore..

hope you understand la & i d tried my best..

kl trip with family..

2009-03-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

went kl Tuesday,

start car about 2pm & reached there about 730pm,
before that i dint sleep at all,online for whole night,

after that went breakfast with pc around 7am,

so damn tired on that day,

dad cant get hotel at sunway coz it already FULL,

then we went SUN INN hotel n tried which is beside sunway,

although it is INN but better then no place to overnight right,

dad planning book 2rooms,but there just left last room..
we 4people(mum,sis,me&pc) stay at a small room which had 2single bed..

dad went settle his business & overnight at friends house,

it totally not enough for us ler,
and that single bed like smaller then normal single bed..hahaz

dad told us just for 1night luckily..hahaz..

after we put down our thing,
we walk to sunway which is located beside our hotel,

but that time just left 3hours for us to shop,

i don't think it is enough,but i also tried my best to shop there..

kitchen short pant

the only thing i brought at sunway..

at night me n pc went down hotel there nasi kandar,

so pity went til kl also need to ate nasi kandar..

Ryan come along meet us,

after ate n chat for while,

Ryan have an idea to bring us a place which name SS2..
it 12something midnight there till lots people,

Ryan had decide order a juice for us name pink panther since we got no idea,

pink panther

no pic on tat day,
coz our face bit tired..

i forget to bring my contact lens there,
i need to spend rm60 brought a new one..

*end of first day*

*2nd days*

1st pic of the day

after check out,

we went sunway again and had our lunch around 11am,

me n pc

after that we had move to bukit bintang area,federal hotel..

after check in at federal hotel
we went sungai Wang,
shop for while,

pc keep luan want go pavilion,

so me,sis n mum full fill her wish,haha

we WALK there,(touch?)it takes about 20Min's lo..
(i don't think i will so guai walk when I'm at penang)

there are my first visit
i like the mall so much..
after while mum n sis tired d,

they walk back to hotel..
ofcoz me n pc wont back so early
we spend whole afternoon time at pavilion..

brought some shirt there,

around 8something pc plan to go time square for a shop to buy her shirt..

my leg very pain & tired d,

if want me to walk there i don think it is possible ler..

so no matter how i told pc i want sit teksi go don't care how much,

at last i found the most cheaper is rm10,

i know it til expensive but i cannot walk anymore ler..hehez

after back from time square i lie at bed thought wanna rest while,
but i slept until next day morning..

*end of 2nd day*

3rd day

went mid valley brought a white short pant at PDI

& Bobbi Brown gel eyeliner which i wish for a long time..

at last i get it that day,

after that went back hotel around 5pm..

ready tired lo..

rest while after night sat monorail to petaling street,

just went there ate grill fish & crepot chicken rice,

expensive some more not yam!!

at night went club,

hahaz,went euphoria(last time name as MOS i think)

EUPHORIA

at first we not really enjoy because we just first visit & til new..

but last we went down the dance floor it really keat & we enjoy our self there..,

the bass,music,light all really nice,hahaz..,

love the place so much,

but scare my mum waiting me at hotel ler,,

coz it 3am at the midnight so we went back at 3am..

i will go there again very very soon~

i will miss all the time when i'm at kl..

that all for my kl trip,,

i had enjoy myself in this holidays lots..,

*END*

2009-03-13T10:01:00.000-07:00

today booked 3pm red box,
but at the end i woke up at 230pm,

i'm sure i cannot reach there on time,

i need to fetch joelle some more,

and pc car service until 2something,

she need to back home bath then only go there..

but red box room only hold for 10mins,

but the end we late,so our room gave it to other d..
thought we cannot sing d..

but suddenly ORIENTAL this name came out from pc..

first time went there today..

it nice then red box ler actually,

each people cost RM20..cheap??

some more with 1mug alcohol drink..

we sang from 430pm-8pm..

after that went pulau tikus market there ate loklok..

long time dint went there d,
it joelle idea..haha..

meet up with Vincent there..

long time dint meet him d since CNY..

after that went red around 930pm..

ktv??alcohol drink again..

OMG,whole day with alcohol drink..

wanna vomit d ler..

i just go for while..

because of mum keep calling and rush me home..

so i have to rush home,sorry ler..

join you guys next time..

when i get back my freedom..

i wanna enjoy myself whole night v those life..

hahaz,that all about today..

2009-03-12T10:35:00.000-07:00

today went to see doctor about my hand(smallest finger)..

I never suffered until like this..

it already pained & swollen for 2weeks more..

coz of scared so told myself my smallest finger will be nothing..

but friends told me must go n see doctor..

coz it maybe will be serious..

i have no choices..

that doctor scolded me why suffered for 2weeks d,

today only went there..

i just answer him i scared..(hahaz,what a good reason??)

when the doctor knead my smallest finger,

it pain like hell,

after knead,

some more use fire 'hang' the swollen place..

he said my smallest finger will be no feeling..

OMG,when i heard this..

i felt like tears going to drop down..

hahaz..

the doctor put med on my finger then become like this..

i cannot touch water until it totally get well..

if not will become serious..

hope my smallest finger will get well as soon as possible..

09032008

2009-03-11T11:16:00.000-07:00

9 of march,

5 of us which is pchiun,hao,alvin&his gf n me..
went to butter worth for Thai food diner which name khuntai,

and i had been waiting for damn long..

finally i go on that day so happy..

pchiun be our driver for fetch us to there..

that time whole day dint ate anything,

coz of left it for ate that thai food..

The environment quite nice ler..

after ate pchiun fetch us to auto city for desert,

at first we planning go swensen's,

but at last change to haagen daze..

pchiun & me

me & alvin gf

me,alvin gf & hao

5 of us ~

*fondue*

damn enjoyable nightz..

~hahaz~

回忆

2009-03-11T00:20:00.000-07:00

累了，这些事情也都过去两个礼拜了。

好快，

哭也哭过了，吵也吵过了，

全部也该画上句号了吧。

我和你之间也没什么好谈了。

你对我说的话，是真是假我也不管了啦。

都不重要了不是吗？？

你都能接受新的一段感情了，我还有什么好说呢？？

你们在背后要怎样说也随你们了啦。

真的没力气去解释了，

根本没人懂我的心情和感受。

至于我弄你的伤痕，你说留疤痕，

我只能说抱歉，但你也没好到哪里吗，

我手上的肿都还没消呢，

都两个礼拜了，哈哈。

算了啦，谁对谁错都不重要了。

过了今天，我们也没什么好谈了吧。

就当我们从来没认识过吧，

现在的我需要的是时间，

就让时间冲谈一切。

我一定会好起来，

重新找回自己，

我不会在让回忆伤害我自己，

这一切都不值得。

在这要谢你发生了那么多事情，

我还能得到你的原谅，

还在我需要你时待在我身边，

谢咯。

new vivien

2009-03-07T02:46:00.000-08:00

really so long didn't update my blog,

coz i cannot online now a days..
my new house haven connect v Internet..
but soon..so happy..hahaz..
Really happen lots lots thing on me..
until i really dunno how to handle about it..
but luckily i till got my friends support me & accompany me..
i had been stupid for half year..
nobody will know my feeling right now..
just only myself..
don worry ler,
i will chill & take care myself always..
and thanks for happen so many thing you till stay beside me..
really thanks lots..

单身的生活

2008-12-23T10:42:00.000-08:00

单身9天了，

过得还蛮不错嘛。

虽然很自由自在，

不过好像都在过一样的生活，

起床 - 出街 - 回家 - 上网 - 睡觉。

第二天又过一样的生活，

都快闷死了我了啦！！

能不能找些新鲜的？？？

不过还好，

快要开学了，

人就是这样，

放假希望开学，开学了又希望放假。

好啦，不咯嗦。

3.17am了，该睡了，

晚安！

update..

2008-11-04T05:33:00.000-08:00

so long i didn't update my blog..
since i so FREE n BORED..
nothing special for me..
but many many problem around me realy make fan..
dunno how to settle or solve it..aihz..
i d learn to keep all the secret inside my heart and not to tell other..

our 10months aniv just pass..
so fast we d 10months..reli fast..
2week later is my FINAL EXAM d..
scare~~
i til in playing mood and lazy..
everyday jz thinking to play n hang out..
but i don wanna FAIL my exam..
how??how??i will try my best to study hard ofcz..hahaz..
k la..tat all about me..
dunno what to write d..
will update soon~~

对你的话

2008-09-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

我并不值得你对我那么好

我懂这一个月来

我变了很多

希望你明白

这都是以前所留下来的伤痕

而并不是要这样对你

总有一天我们都会分开的

没有我的日子，你一定要坚强

现在的你

跟本不开心

一点都不像以前

我懂这都是因为我

对不起

真希望能在次看到以前那开心的你

答应我

不要再为我伤心了可以吗？

我真不希望每天跟你吵架了

累了

我会尽我全力对你好

真的不希望再见到你伤心的脸了

开开心心过每一天好吗？

*毕*

sorry..

2008-08-30T16:27:00.000-07:00

sorry for make u so sad rite now..

i know everyday you also tried your best to treat me good and want acc me more..

but i din treat you good and i also dint appreciate it at all..

i ready dunno y i will be like that.

maybe last time you reli hurt me lots..

all my wretch blog i reli sad about it..

and all i wrote there also drop tear when i write that..

izit now already too late for us?

i reli dunno..

i don wan see you like that..

i don wan you so suffer coz of me..

bb,you must know how to take care yourself when without me..

i know what i did rite now you also don like..

i know myself change lots..

i doesn't hope myself become like that..

but i reli dunno..

izit time can be back?

i reli dunno..

izit our love still there??

this i also dunno..

i can feel it you reli regret and you reli change lots..

but time pass mean pass..

what can we do right now just act normal..

and 'sun qi zi ran'..

just now you told me yday you think lots our pass..

now i thinking too..

coming 3rd september is our 8months anniversary d..

we still can pass the days?

i reli not sure..

i know myself sometime reli treat you very bad..

but i reli d try mybest..

sorry for my hot temper..

i reli cant contro it..

sorry for everytime i wil talk louder to you,

i know will make you feel i scold you..

but i reli not..

just my temper i reli cant contro about it..

so sorry..

what i did right now,

reli sorry to you..

accept sorry i reli dunno wat to do..

SORRY!!

*END*

爱

2008-08-24T08:33:00.000-07:00

爱的感觉，

总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，

总觉得多一个人陪、

多一个人帮你分担，

你终於不再孤单了，

至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，

不论做什么事情，

只要能一起，就是好的，

但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，

你开始发现了对方的缺点，

於是问题一个接著一个发生，

你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，

总想捡到一个适合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

* 她适合你，那你又适合她吗 ?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，

或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，

但是记住人是有弹性的，

很多事情是可以改变的，

只要你有心、有勇气，

与其到处去捡未知的石头，

还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，

你开始磨了吗？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，

所以人才会变得懒惰。错！

其实是人先被惰性征服，

所以感情才会变淡的。

feeling~

2008-08-19T05:27:00.001-07:00

our feeling is getting cold..

i dunno what i want now..

i just only can say sorry to you..

i reali don hope you treat me so good ler..

i will be more suffer..

i dunno what i wan..

i know you d try your best to accompany me..

but the feeling i dunno..

so confuse..

i hate this feeling ofcz..

i reli want know what i wan rite now..

i cant even happy at all..

i know i til love you..

but i just know i reli cant trust you anymore..

every time talk diok wan argue d..

reli gai..

my mood very down so i choose to stay at home,

and not hang out with you..

hope you understand..

4/8/2008

2008-08-04T01:10:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel so sad and tired with my life..

everything changed since i started my college life..

feel when at secondary school will better then now..

now did everything also feel so pressure..

everything also need myself to settle it..

and i know i should study hard from now!!

friends will not same as couple..

some friends Will treat us bad or even fake..

we took out our heart to treat them good,

but at the end they Will back step us..

i think before to tell what had i think..

but at last i dint,i know myself really treat u as my best friends and that d my best..

but you?coz of money counted til like that..

I'm so disappointed about it..

i choose to learn on my couple,

coz i really scare about friend relationship d..

i know you cannot accompany me every mins..

but at least you u tried your best..

1day i only get 2hours from you..

i hope i wont give you pressure..

coz i really need you..

and i promise you i will change..(even i say b4 this,blek)

really happy when you tell me after you chat v me you will feel better..

at least i know i still can give you warm..

you d do your best about your family..

don think too much d la..

they scold you or blame you,

you know yourself you d tried your best that enough..

i will always by your side to support you..

don worried!!